| The Ruined Bower (From James Harshaw's Diary) |
| Written by Administrator | |
| Monday, 09 August 2004 | |
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Dec'r 15th fine dry day - John finished sowing of wheat on his field. Master
Brown better the Dandy visited Mrs Kirk 16th fine dry day - continued to plough the bigfield John in Newry and brought out my insurence paper
17th another dry day - 30 killed a pig - spred lime on the bray - Douglass, Mary,
John &c at Archys 18th a wet morning & day, dry at nightfall John Bradford here at night - got word of Mr Ralph Vaughans death Dr Woods died - Mrs J Rogers died 19th a dry, gray day - spred lime on the bray, & soil on the bigfield, J Robenson ploughed on it - Jo cut up the pig & salted it 20th dark morning, & day - Mr White drove me on Hellen to Mrs James Rogers funral home again by cash from James Malcomson for Rent 17/6 to Nov last 21st the Sabbath - collection for the foreign mission 5 0 0 22nd wet cold morning, it cleers up men thrashing wheat - deer at night James Martin flitted to my sisters house - male made - 23rd frost - bright sunny day - ploughed on underthe race - Hugh arrived from college 24th Dry cold day - ploughin continued - spent the evening with Hugh at Marys The Ruined Bower I do not wish to view the place Of this lone-ruined bower; I do not wish just here to trace, Decays effacing power; For here I've seen the merriest throngs, And the gayest footsteps rove, And here I've heard the sweetest songs - And a young heart learned to love: And here we've wakened the echoes up, With our ringing laughter high; And here I've quaffed the sparkling cup, In the light of a sparkling eye. Twas there the lily loved to spring, Where weeds are waving now, And the evening thrush would proudly sing From yon once budding bough: And here the violets sunned their eyes, The moss-rose muffled hung: And where yon withering fir-tree lies, Laburnum blossoms swung: 'Twas here the honeysuckle twined Its wreaths around the door: And there the lovely bluebells line The lakelet's silver shore. And here is where I loved to sit, In summers days gone by; And dream of thoughts that never flit And hopes that never die. And here I used to watch the sun Sink o'er yon hills of blue, While the dancing waves a glory won From the living light he threw; And here I've watched the wild fowl fly, When day was growing dim; And listened to the lullaby Of the drowsy beetles hymn: And when the evening shaddows fell, I loved to walk that strand, And view the lone swan sentinal, His silent silver land. Oh, yes, I loved it long ago, In youth's exulting dawn! But I do not wish to view it now When all its light is gone. It tells ofjoys long past and fled Such joys as ne'er return; It tells of hopes now coldly dead, And buried in youths urn; It tells of eyes that sweetly smiled; And eyes that loved to view them; It tells of hearts that hearts bequiled, In panting passion to them; The memory of those eyes it saves, That watched our infant years; And it minds us of the new made graves, We watered with our tears; It tells us of the noble mind, That often shone within it; But bears for loving well his kind A felons fate this minute!* And it minds us while that fate remains, There's not a sun that rolls, But ripens more, and deeper stains, The vengeance of our souls! It tells of days of days of seeking dreams; Of loves of sparkling pleasure; Of youthful scenes, of rapture gleams, The memory still will treasure. But some are cold that once were gay; And some have crossed times river And some are wandering far away, But all are gone forever The moss has withered from its place; The grass grows on the floor; The tangled path scarce shows a trace; And the weeds wave in the door: The rose no more erects its head; The gress oe'rtops the flower; The light is gone, the spirit fled, From that once lovely bower. W. K. H. *John Martin |